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How My Rituals Saved Me From Myself

June 13, 2018 | Renée Fishman

Vice became virtue. Attachment and gripping served me. The ego took control. In the end, staying with the pain pulled me through it. This is how rituals saved my life.

Filed Under: Life Tagged With: habits, life, pain, rituals, suicide

Why People in Pain Don’t Reach Out for Help

June 12, 2018 | Renée Fishman

In the mix of news reports and commentary following a suicide, people inevitably ask, “Why didn’t [the person] reach out to ask for help?” Here’s why, and what we can do about it.

Filed Under: Life Tagged With: emotions, pain, suicide, support

Sensory Awareness Will Improve Your Relationships and Perhaps Even Save a Life

June 10, 2018 | Renée Fishman

Developing sensory awareness will help you understand yourself, communicate more effectively, and improve your relationships. It may even help you save a life.

Filed Under: Life Tagged With: mindfulness, presence, relationships, sensory acuity, sensory awarenss, skills, suicide

I Decided to Kill Myself. It Saved My Life.

May 6, 2018 | Renée Fishman

Three years ago today, I decided to kill myself. It was the best choice I ever made. It may have saved my life.

Filed Under: Life Tagged With: birthday, CHAOS, creation, destruction, life, mindset, suicide

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