My Meadow Report

the juice is in the journey

  • Home
  • About
    • About Renée
    • What is My Meadow Report
  • New Here?
  • Offerings
    • Practical Astrology:
  • Work With Me
  • Collections
  • Connect
You are here: Home / Life / How to Find Your Inner Light

How to Find Your Inner Light

December 24, 2019 | Renée Fishman

There’s an old joke that all Jewish holidays celebrate a miraculous victory over an evil force that wanted to kill the Jews. This is, of course, not true for many (or most) Jewish holidays.

It seems to fit the bill on Chanukah, with one crucial difference.

The Chanukah Story

In the Chanukah story, the evil oppressor was the Greeks. But the Greeks did not set out to kill the Jewish people; their intent was to destroy Jewish culture and identity. To accomplish this, Antiochus, the Greek king, defiled the Holy Temple and banned Jewish observances. Many Jews assimilated into the Hellenistic culture, assisting the goal of eradicating Jewish identity.

Antiochus pushed too far when he demanded that the Jewish people worship statues of Zeus. They finally had enough and revolted, led by the Macabees.

The small army of Macabees miraculously defeated the powerful Greek army. Upon reclaiming the Temple, they cleaned up the mess and sought to rededicate it to restore its holiness. But they discovered that the Greeks had defiled the pure olive oil needed to light the Temple menorah.

The Macabees found one pure vial of oil hidden under the floor of Temple. It was enough to last for one day, but in another miracle, it lasted for eight days. On Chanukah we celebrate the miracle of the oil by lighting Chanukah candles for eight days.

Darkness = A Life Not True to Who You Are

The Chanukah story finds resonance today regardless of your religion. Many of us come of age in communities and cultures where people place expectations on us to be a certain way or pursue a certain path. In school we are told what to do to “succeed” — to get the grades that will land us in the right college or graduate school or in the right job. Teachers and parents lay out their expectations for what they see as our path.

Many people never question these expectations. In fact, they internalize — or assimilate — those expectations until they believe it’s what they want. You might go through most or all of your life feeling like something is off, never quite meeting your full potential, and not realize why.

This disconnection occurs when you are living a life that isn’t aligned with your values and your truth. You’ve lost your identity — your inner light.

At some point you may become aware of this, but still go along with it, the way the Jews acclimated to the Hellenistic culture. In that state, we lose our light.

When we are living a life that is not true to our values, in an identity that isn’t true to who we really are, we are living in darkness.

You must remember, even when you are living in darkness, that your light is hidden within.

The Light of Your Soul

The pure oil represents the light of our soul.

Like the oil that was hidden beneath the floor of the Temple, we often hide our light to protect it from being defiled.

The story of Chanukah teaches us that our light can’t be destroyed when we take a stand for our truth. Like the Macabees, we must first fight off those who wish us to be what we’re not. Only after taking a stand for the right to choose our own identity can we regain access to our light.

As in the miracle of Chanukah, we find that when we share our inner light, it miraculously grows beyond itself to light the world.

Share this:

  • Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window) Facebook
  • Click to share on X (Opens in new window) X
  • Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window) Pinterest
  • Click to share on LinkedIn (Opens in new window) LinkedIn
  • Click to share on Pocket (Opens in new window) Pocket
  • Click to share on WhatsApp (Opens in new window) WhatsApp
  • Click to email a link to a friend (Opens in new window) Email
  • Click to print (Opens in new window) Print

Like this:

Like Loading...

Related

Filed Under: Life Tagged With: Chanukah, darkness, Hanukkah, identity, light, values

Love it? Hate it? What do you think? Don't hold back...Cancel reply

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

The journey is better with friends!

Join a growing tribe of wisdom seekers who are committed to a life of meaning and purpose, and embrace a new paradigm of productivity.

I take your privacy and my integrity seriously. I won't spam you or sell your info. You can unsubscribe at any time.

WHAT’S EVERYONE READING?

  • The Missing Piece to Rumi’s Quote About Finding the Barriers You’ve Built Against Love
    The Missing Piece to Rumi’s Quote About Finding the Barriers You’ve Built Against Love
  • 5 Essential Elements for a Tight Five Comedy Set
    5 Essential Elements for a Tight Five Comedy Set
  • Reflections On Turning 44: Transforming Double Death Into Blessing
    Reflections On Turning 44: Transforming Double Death Into Blessing
  • Sun Square Saturn: Your Hero’s Journey
    Sun Square Saturn: Your Hero’s Journey
  • Sun Conjunct Pluto Illuminates What’s Ripe For Transformation
    Sun Conjunct Pluto Illuminates What’s Ripe For Transformation
  • Is the “Lucky” Jupiter/Venus Conjunction Over-Hyped?
    Is the “Lucky” Jupiter/Venus Conjunction Over-Hyped?
  • 5 Reasons Why Having a Vision is Important
    5 Reasons Why Having a Vision is Important
  • 5 Lessons on Healing from the Jupiter/Chiron Conjunction
    5 Lessons on Healing from the Jupiter/Chiron Conjunction
  • Reasons vs Rationalizations
    Reasons vs Rationalizations
  • How Mars Opposing Saturn and Neptune Will Show Up For You
    How Mars Opposing Saturn and Neptune Will Show Up For You

RECENT POSTS

  • 2 Approaches to Productivity That Trap People With ADHD
  • The Hidden Variable That Impacts Transition Time
  • 5 Ways to Stay Regulated When Transitioning Between Tasks
  • 3 Things to Avoid When Transitioning Between Tasks
  • 3 Strategies for Incorporating Transition Time Into Your Day
  • The Hidden Trap in Transition Time
  • 3 Reasons Why Your Decompression Time Isn’t Wasted Time
  • Sun Conjunct Pluto Illuminates What’s Ripe For Transformation
  • 5 Ways Phone Calls Tax ADHD Brains
  • How to Find Your Creative Flow

Archives

Categories

Explore

action ADHD astrology business change coaching communication creativity cycles emotions energy fear fitness goals habits healing holidays holistic productivity learning lessons life meaning mindfulness mindset nature navigating change personal development personal growth planning practice presence process productivity purpose rest rituals seasons self-awareness strategies time trust vision work writing yoga

Disclosure

Some of the links in some posts are "affiliate links." This means if you click on the link and purchase the item, I will receive an affiliate commission.

Connect with Me

  • Facebook
  • Instagram
  • LinkedIn
  • Medium
  • Pinterest
  • Threads
  • TikTok
  • Twitter
  • Vimeo
  • YouTube

Get the Insider Scoop!

Not everything is on the blog. Sign up to receive ideas and strategies that I reserve only for insiders.

Thanks for subscribing!

Copyright © 2026 Renee Fishman · BG Mobile First · Genesis Framework by StudioPress · WordPress · Log in

%d